What will I leave behind - Blurb

What will I leave behind
What will I be able to get done in the time I have left
Will I be able to leave a mark on and in this world?
And will it be the happy, helpful one, the truthful one that everyone listens to that I want it to be?
Or will everyone seethe and disagree?
This is my shout out, before I check out.
This is me.
G.G.
=-)

Don't check out with out a shout – Robin Williams Inspired

Don't check out with out a shout
Don't leave everyone with their jaw dropped
wondering why.
Why did you turn the lights out.
So speak out, shout, let everyone know
Why and how, when you intend to go
So that we can deal with it
while you're still alive my friend.
Say your goodbyes,
while you still have your mind,
and give us the chance to mend, what we can,
while you're still coherent enough to understand.
So please hear my pleas to everyone that sees, this video now
Don't check out with out a shout
Say something before you're final bow,
it'll save us survivors, the leftovers,
the rubble charred to dust
the cause, the reason, the why,
some sort of soothing in the waking of the dawn,
when we had to wake up and realize,
you were gone.

Thank You

Tues. 9/1/2015 
3:37a.m.
 

Words Coalesce into Concrete

(I think I got at least part of this idea from a fan fic of some kind. Not sure now. It was in my notes though and so I decided to post it here, hope it helps and you all like. =-) And if anyone knows of the person who thought of this also let me know. Thanks! =-D! *waves!* =-D! )

 

Maybe only because it needed to be said once, to make it coalesce and take concrete shape, as things do when forced to translate unformed emotional reactions into spoken words.

Understand Me-Not a Writer

I'm not a writer
I don't report to be
I just have some stories inside of me
that I need to get out
and I want you all to read
and hope you can understand me.

 

Blobs and Blurbs

The strongest ones are those who walk on (alone).
…

OR

If their lucky to continue on, beside/with their spouse, or friend, or whomever their significant other.

Fri. 12/5/2014
10:39p.m.

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I LIVED this/through this.
So what's wrong with recording/speaking telling the world this.

 

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Shoddy Poetry but it's mine =-D!
I used to be known as SoulEnigma
                                     this is true
I used to be known as
                                     TactlessTruth
                                                    this is true too
of all the incarnations I have been through

 

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I may be neurological disease

I may be neurological disease
but that doesn't mean I don't know what's going on around me.

Step outside the bubble
wish that there were cures for my ills
instead of doctors lies and pills

go get so high
no mater how far you trip it'll never give you
a perspective like mine

Untitled 2

This one was posted in parts, it has not been posted as one WHOLE Poem yet so I decided to do such.

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I've been hurt beyond belief
and I do not dare speak
But I have a lot to say
So I'll get it out this way

I am a silent soul,
Crying out my pain
Shivering in the darkness from yesterday,
Frigid it terrorizes my soul,
Haunts me with it's call
So I dare not show my countenance at all

Darkness I have been down
And now that I've seen the light
I'm trying not to scream
In hopes of keeping myself from drowning

Suffocation this solitude
Keeping myself safe from being unaccepted

terror it does rule me cruel as a king,
yet as safe as the softness
of depressions embrace
protecting me from everything

I wanted to make this perfect
I wanted to say it all
but life rearing its ugly head
I've had a poem in my head
bits and pieces popping up
but I did not record them