Hopeless Prisoner of Loneliness

The fear in your eyes
The terror in your gasps
You knew all along
this would not last

Frigid
trembling
sweating

dark
silence
engulfs

as the ground
comes up
to meet me

Death Pains 1

This life line is growing short
This corpse is growing cold
there's so much more for me to do
So many stories left untold
Like birth death comes
and like birth I'm having death pains
and it'll happen,
death will come.
I do not mean to leave
I do not mean to cause pain
I do not mean to cause anyone to grieve.

Oh please,
Oh dear souls who read this please
I beg for your mercy
Do not turn against me now
Do not turn away, your backs on me
In my hour of need
Please I beg, accept me and these
Small snippets I have uploaded here
for they are my few accomplishments and have cost me dear,

This one was posted in parts, it has not been posted as one WHOLE Poem yet so I decided to do such.

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I've been hurt beyond belief
and I do not dare speak
But I have a lot to say
So I'll get it out this way

I am a silent soul,
Crying out my pain
Shivering in the darkness from yesterday,
Frigid it terrorizes my soul,
Haunts me with it's call
So I dare not show my countenance at all

Darkness I have been down
And now that I've seen the light
I'm trying not to scream
In hopes of keeping myself from drowning

Suffocation this solitude
Keeping myself safe from being unaccepted

terror it does rule me cruel as a king,
yet as safe as the softness
of depressions embrace
protecting me from everything

I wanted to make this perfect
I wanted to say it all
but life rearing its ugly head
I've had a poem in my head
bits and pieces popping up
but I did not record them

The strongest ones are those who walk on (alone).
…

OR

If their lucky to continue on, beside/with their spouse, or friend, or whomever their significant other.

Fri. 12/5/2014
10:39p.m.

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I LIVED this/through this.
So what's wrong with recording/speaking telling the world this.

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Shoddy Poetry but it's mine =-D!
I used to be known as SoulEnigma
                                     this is true
I used to be known as
                                     TactlessTruth
                                                    this is true too
of all the incarnations I have been through

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