This one was posted in parts, it has not been posted as one WHOLE Poem yet so I decided to do such.
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I've been hurt beyond belief
and I do not dare speak
But I have a lot to say
So I'll get it out this way
I am a silent soul,
Crying out my pain
Shivering in the darkness from yesterday,
Frigid it terrorizes my soul,
Haunts me with it's call
So I dare not show my countenance at all
Darkness I have been down
And now that I've seen the light
I'm trying not to scream
In hopes of keeping myself from drowning
Suffocation this solitude
Keeping myself safe from being unaccepted
terror it does rule me cruel as a king,
yet as safe as the softness
of depressions embrace
protecting me from everything
I wanted to make this perfect
I wanted to say it all
but life rearing its ugly head
I've had a poem in my head
bits and pieces popping up
but I did not record them