I don't know

[glassesg33k]

I don't know what's wrong with me
being so ill,
I don't know how ill I'm going to get
the depths it'll reach,
out the other side of hell
or merely a trifle touch.
I don't know how long it'll last,
what it'll be next
or what will be affected

So I save up my life and vitality,
and let it explode out of me
while I'm well and alive
my body is able to move again.