Feb. 14th, 2017

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My kidney's are enlarged
I'm working really hard
to stay alive, despite the pain inside
my back is shot
my guts have gone to rot
from the age of 12, when I used to scream and yell
begging all adults around, for a cure,
but they refused to hear
denied I was even ill
I'm dying now because of my “inadequacies”
my inabilities to pay my doctor bills,
these damn quacks call me a hypochondriac
refuse to look inside, would rather deny
because of my poverty
and yet they still charge me,
for work they have not done,
diagnoses they refuse to render,
healing they do not have,
they are the ones that lack
yet they point the blame at me
for their pompous ignorance, self righteous inadequacies,
why do they expect us patience to bow,
if they want that title and treatment
then they better be worthy of it,
become Omnipotent,
until that day they can even wipe away the saying Dr. heal thyself
they are human, ignorant and therefore fallible,
just as the people they are taking money from
and remember the Hippocratic Oath?
I shall receive no gifts nor payments for my services rendered?
I do this in service to others?
And I work another job for my pay,
to keep myself alive and continue to strive to cure all that are in need of my services
This was the first thing to be thrown away/out the window
but this poem has gone astray,
I did not mean for it to go this way.

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Death Pains 1

 

This life line is growing short
This corpse is growing cold
there's so much more for me to do
So many stories left untold
Like birth death comes
and like birth I'm having death pains
and it'll happen,
death will come.
I do not mean to leave
I do not mean to cause pain
I do not mean to cause anyone to grieve.

Oh please,
Oh dear souls who read this please
I beg for your mercy
Do not turn against me now
Do not turn away, your backs on me
In my hour of need
Please I beg, accept me and these
Small snippets I have uploaded here
for they are my few accomplishments and have cost me dear,

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Death Pains Try 1

This life line is growing short
This corpse is growing cold
There's so much more, projects, ideas, and all I want to do
So many stories I have left untold
But like birth death comes
and like birth I'm having death pains
and it'll come,
Death will come.

I do not mean to leave
I do not mean to cause pain
I do not mean to cause grief/ make everyone grieve

Oh please,
dear sous please
I beg you to accept me,
these,
Small snippets I have uploaded
for they are all of me, my few accomplishments

Fainting

Feb. 14th, 2017 04:49 pm
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Frigid
trembling
sweating

dark
silence
engulfs

as the ground
comes up
to meet me

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I'm playing Russian Roulette every time I eat. And more often than not the chamber is loaded.
< =-(**!!

 

Me at my desk 2:11p.m.
Doing paint swatches for my watercolors
2012

Romance

Feb. 14th, 2017 05:04 pm
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The fear in your eyes
The terror in your gasps
You knew all along
this would not last

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